I've been doing some deep thinking to the point where I find cravings that really don't make complete and total sense with me. I'll admit there are some things that catch my eye, but it's like things are holding my attention that really do nothing for me. Little details in light, bizarre porn where there is nothing that really turns me on about it, but curiosity won't let it be. To a partial point I'm quite animalistic in my desirable tastes. Yet there is this curiosity to see darker and darker into a world I'll never be able to reach.
I'm told I'm withdrawn and well slowly heading down that road that doesn't make sense to anyone where people are fearful that I'm going to lose it. Maybe this is what I've become or maybe this is just the path of where my mind is. I know something isn't right, but it's hard to put my finger on what just exactly is reflecting in my thoughts as of late.
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