Not much left to love to tired today to hate I feel the empty

     Music is a way to soothe the savage beast many have said. To me, it soothes one demon and enrages another. I've been an emotional mess lately. Depression is hitting me in all sorts of angles and I keep looking for something to be able to control. I've been delving into my art and playing a lot with photoshop and just trying to ebb out the things that are frustrating the hell out of me. Yet music comes into play and either I become rock or an emotional mess. It's quite entertaining if you look back on it after the fact, but in that moment I feel things I don't want to feel. There's this fine line and almost anything can cross it but the switches flipped are always non concurrent. Blah.
- William Dreimann

Post Apocalyptic Mind -

     I've hit somewhat of an artistic block. I've been watching animation and weird movies just trying to find something that inspires my drive. Normally I'd post this to my artistic blog, but I'm trying to keep that as artistically pure as possible and I feel this post may detract from my art. That and well the thoughts running through my head currently don't belong there either. I woke up today to hear more treachery, nothing I'll get into detail about but lets just say there is this fine aspect of where I feel my financial woes are not over besides the fact that I'm out of work.
     It's funny people asked to be treated with kindness and respect and when you do they shit on you, but if your guard stays up and you don't trust them they act like you're the ultimate asshole. I almost wish I could use my ammunition properly and take some of these people into their own personal hell. Just because it would be a perfect end to the day.
- William Dreimann