I'm trying to find my sense of normal and well keep finding myself lost in Underland

     There's a point where sanity and insanity cross and devils and angels mix. This is where I keep finding myself. It's really confusing to keep finding myself at the crossroads and well I think I need to pull a dethklok with the contracts the devil has to offer lol. There's a lot on my mind and nothing visible on the horizon. It's almost as if I have fallen down the rabbit hole. Which is ironic due to my love of fantasy and I'm trying to push reality.

       So what does one do when they feel a connection? An attraction to things far beyond their reach or ability? I had a reality once that made sense now all seems like madness. Are you the rabbit?
-  William Dreimann